A brighter future

Well some always say after every thunderstorm there will be a rainbow after that... this is god promise to us...in every sense it seem to apply really apply to us..well for me at least...in july 2008 something wonderful happen to me....I think god must have heard my prayer and send me this lovely angel to accompany me and love me so much...she has been the one to hear about my problem, concern about me and love me so much...I never in my life I feel so happy and contended about my life...she has been there where I got my LLb result and the passing of my grandfather....I could say she is the pilliar of my strength...she is one of the most wonderful things that happen to me that year...I hope she know I treasure her very much....thanks nat@darl

It has been a awhile

Well it has been a while since I last posted a blog. It has been a sad ending of 2008 for me at least.Let me tell you a story why I hate December when it suppose to be a jolly month with Christmas and all... but for me the last three years it has been a sad memory for me...in the year 2006 my beloved grandmother passed away because of cancer...she has only has only been diagnose in september...and passed away on december 3 that year...it feel like the world has crashed down on me coz she is the one who took care of me when I was small and she is the one who loved me the most.It feel so unfair to me..till today whenever I think of her I will feel sad.. mind u it was the first death in the family.After 2006 I thought everything would be better...but how wrong was I...in december 2007 my grandfather on my mother side fall sick and died on the 1 of january...well another mourning session..why? i asked... izzit time?...then I thought to my self I must treasure the other grandparents that I have left... then in december 2008 the unthinkable happen again my grandfather passed away unexpectedly...it was suppose to be one of those routine admission that he has gone through throughout the year... but alas he passed away on december 16 2008...well now you know that why I hate december... hopefully it wouldn't be another sad december for me....I wish for a happier 2009...please pray for me